Today I am a free man.
No crack cocaine for 3 years. Last relapse was for 3 hours on March 17,2008.
The hopelessness and despair were the worst yet. Suicide entered my mind as a real alternative.
Again I lost the people that were dearest to me...mainly my daughter and my grandchild Peyton.
I also have a mental disorder ...bi-polar disorder that I have been struggling with since 1984..the year my father died.
The doctors switched me to Depakote ER which is a wonder drug for me. AA and the friends I've made gave me uncondtional love which literally saved my life.
I must say I have nore respect for the damage that bi-polar does to a human being than the worst crack addiction.
They all end up in the same place...jails, institutions and death.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Sober and The Feds
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